My “40 days & 40 nights” journey with Jesus begins…
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God and the Word was God (John 1:1)…” Gotcha, no I’m kidding but not really, trust me there is a connection towards the end.
Day one was “meh”, it had just the right amount of biblical references and phrases mixed with an inspirational “spiritual universe” type of spin. In terms of eradicating fear, strife, malice, and so forth. “He”, meaning Jesus, informs us that during the 40 days and 40 nights we will receive support from “him”, the angels, teachers and guides throughout the transformation process. As well as we should hold onto love, happiness, goodness, beauty, as such will be the catalyst for an energetic revolution. Then, 5 D Consciousness was spoke of and at that point I was brought to a screeching halt. I thought to myself, this cannot be another “spirituality video”, I rolled my eyes pretty hard at the thought.
Meanwhile, let me define 5 D Consciousness, it is essentially a higher frequency where one experiences joy and gratitude in the now without having to search for anything outside oneself. Understanding that nothing else matters but the now, this present moment, knowing that God is within us. One can manifest the life one desires and/or detest. It is all within us, we control our destiny. To maintain this frequency or to operate in this frequency, one has to operate in LOVE and DEVOTION, meaning devoid of yourself.
In layman’s terms, 5D frequency is:
“…Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets. (Matthew 22:37-40)”
Makes you wonder. Now, look harder… (in my “Rafiki” voice, the wise Mandrill from Disney’s “The Lion King”)
After getting over the “no not another spiritual video”, I started to become relaxed, receptive, and eager to hear what was going to be discussed throughout this journey, now knowing all that was spoken was everything I stood for and believed in so far. The lessons from ACIM (refer to the previous blog) we are to do each day requires you to search within yourself, locating those deeply rooted issues one tries so hard to cover up. Quickly, I figured out that it was love I lacked, not love for others but for myself. On a scale, I am on the negative side for self-love. In which led to an inability to think positively of myself, stand up for myself and have the confidence to accomplish goals, fulfill passions, purposes and so forth.
Unsure that this is truly Jesus, I do know that I need these 40 days and 40 nights for self reflection and inventory. In fact, beneficial to my journey, each night we are to say a prayer allowing Jesus, our guides and teachers to come visit us via dream to help make sense of questions or issues we may be experiencing during this time. We are urged to have a dream journal to keep track of the dreams we may have during the 40 nights.
So, new terms or phrases…. Of course, by the 3rd day I started coming up with my own terminologies & sayings, oh you should have known that was coming. Here’s one to think about: P.A.C.T. – meaning Pray, Affirm, Confirm, and Transform, this is my daily goal throughout these 40 days and nights as well as the rest of my life: I will make a P.A.C.T. However, Jesus’ goal is for us during this transformation is to become more authentic, have clarity, and live in truth, A.C.T., this journey is an internal one.
Looking inward, we must be able to address our ego. It’s not an easy feat dealing with ego especially since we have dealt with our ego all of our lives. However, it is something one must do in order to truly live a happy life and to properly manifest the life we desire or fulfill our life purposes. Through meditation we connect with our higher self, in essence, we tap into God within us. In which, we then become one mind, one conscience, and not having to look for anything outside of us.
E.G.O. – Erase the Greediness of Oneself, yes I created another one. So whenever your ego appears, just think about it in Queen Bee’s terminology.
Furthermore, this journey has started to truly connect and resonate with me. Although this challenge took place about 4 months ago, each day was spot on with the issues and challenges I am facing daily. I do not take that lightly, being a Spiritual Christian, I don’t believe in happenstances. This could be the Spirit of Jesus speaking through Tina or not, however the case, I am definitely proceeding on with this journey.
Considering, these scriptures: “Kingdom of God is within us (Luke 17:21)”, and the scripture I lead in with at the beginning of this blog (John 1:1), my perspective has broadened. Jesus is the one who said the Kingdom is within us, so that means God is also within us. I’m not projecting check out John 14:20. So, who or what can separate us from Him, hmm? We are one! Therefore, when we are activated in the 5th Dimension (5D) that means when are operating on the same frequency as… LOVE and we all know God is…
Love, Peace, and Light
Queen Bee Healing 🐝👑🧘🏽♀️
On another note:
I will continue to blog my Journals weekly. As daily proved a bit much for my current life and schedule. Truthfully, my spirit isn’t with it, I’ll blog when Spirit inclines because that’s when I do my best work.